It's Sunday Afternoon Again

It's Sunday, 5:14 in the afternoon. Again.

​The struggle in sticking to a consistent plan to do something is absolutely real, and nonetheless really difficult for me.

There's so many things I have to do, and want to do. What did I do instead?

I watched Grey's Anatomy. Again.

I want to say that I don't know why this is truly difficult for me. However, knowing the fact why I am like this always just feels like an excuse. Since getting my ADHD Combined Type diagnosis, I have been trying to do some self-help. It's working, somehow. I know I can still improve, and I really do not have any intentions of eventually resorting to any type of medication.

That being said, here I am, struggling with myself.

​It's Sunday, now it's 5:30 p.m. It took me over 15 minutes to type all these, because I ended up searching other things and debated if I was going to extend my Creative Fabrica subscription.

I really need to get rich. I need to clean, clean a lot. I need to hire someone to do it, because neither me nor Bear are any good at this. It's not that I don't want to. I just suck at this. 

I probably need a whole month off.

I feel tired. I need to win the lottery.

​I don't know anymore.

Why am I like this?