Another Road Block

Instead of pondering into nothingness and just contemplating my thoughts, I decided I'll just go ahead and jot them down... right here. When we got home, I was hoping I would have the time and mental energy to accomplish things but I guess I wanted to savor the last few hours of my vacation and welp, I binged, napped, and went around town instead.

It's been over a week and I haven't really done anything on my list:

Make videos
Make art
Set up the store
Blah, blah and blah...

Needless to say, extremely disappointed in myself.

Yes, you are correct if you're thinking that I am currently wallowing in self pity. Indeed I am. I was really  hoping to be productive - so I'll have to regroup and start with attainable baby steps so I don't really get that discouraged. Ah, the mental road blocks are real. I wish I didn't have to work my day job so I can just focus on doing my crafts and my store. Unfortunately, this has to be done in order to survive the adulting phase of life... which is like forever.

Enough with the saltiness...

Alright, I think I've ranted enough. Here's the plan this week - I'll probably be working overtime every day so I'll try to squeeze in 1-2 hours of me time every day after making and eating supper. Hopefully, I stick to the plan. It's only Monday so we got this!
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